I was raised in a worldview that said ordinary and non-ordinary reality, the physical and the spiritual, are separate, and the spiritual is pretty much none of our business. We can’t measure spiritual things, we can’t predict or control them, so what’s the use of messing with them? Go to church, live ethically, and hope for the best.
So what happened to me? I got religion. The spiritual realm, non-ordinary reality, became real to me, and I wanted to understand it better. I decided to explore spiritual healing as a possibly useful way to experiment with the spiritual realm. This was in the early ‘90’s, pre-internet. I found an ad for “spiritual healing classes” in a little local newspaper in Minneapolis. I joined two other students to study under Paula Sunray. As you might guess, Sunray wasn’t her given name. Paula was a survivor of breast cancer, a wounded healer. She was passionate in her desire to share healing of body and spirit. She used crystals and chakras and the archangels and white light meditations and all kinds of props. Some of them I found very helpful, some of them I just found distracting. Paula also had a lot of practical wisdom about how to care for others. She taught us healer wannabe’s ways to care for ourselves, so that we could be of service to others. She taught me how to spend a half hour totally focused on bathing somebody in the love of God, and there are few things I’d rather do.
Working under Paula, it did become clear that I should keep my day job. But I got what I came for, a little clearer sense of how to envision and invoke spiritual power. That turns out to be pretty handy for pastoring a church, and for following Jesus generally. I also got a chance to develop some solid guidelines for ethics in the practice of spiritual healing, which I consider crucial.
*****
Brea
Congregational United Church of Christ
May
27, 2018
Healing Power
Mark 5:21-43
When Jesus had crossed again
in the boat to the other side, a great crowd gathered around him; and he was by
the sea. 22 Then one of the leaders of the synagogue named
Jairus came and, when he saw him, fell at his feet 23 and begged him repeatedly, “My little daughter
is at the point of death. Come and lay your hands on her, so that she may be
made well, and live.” 24 So he went with him.
And
a large crowd followed him and pressed in on him. 25 Now there was a woman who had been suffering
from hemorrhages for twelve years. 26 She had endured much under many physicians, and
had spent all that she had; and she was no better, but rather grew worse. 27 She had heard about Jesus, and came up behind
him in the crowd and touched his cloak, 28 for
she said, “If I but touch his clothes, I will be made well.” 29 Immediately her hemorrhage stopped; and she
felt in her body that she was healed of her disease. 30 Immediately aware that power had gone forth
from him, Jesus turned about in the crowd and said, “Who touched my
clothes?” 31 And his disciples said to him, “You see the
crowd pressing in on you; how can you say, ‘Who touched me?’” 32 He looked all around to see who had done
it. 33 But the woman, knowing what had happened to
her, came in fear and trembling, fell down before him, and told him the whole
truth. 34 He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has made
you well; go in peace, and be healed of your disease.”
5:35
While he was still speaking, some people came from the leader’s
house to say, “Your daughter is dead. Why trouble the teacher any
further?” 36 But overhearing what they said, Jesus said to
the leader of the synagogue, “Do not fear, only believe.” 37 He allowed no one to follow him except Peter,
James, and John, the brother of James. 38 When they came to the house of the leader of
the synagogue, he saw a commotion, people weeping and wailing loudly. 39 When he had entered, he said to them, “Why do
you make a commotion and weep? The child is not dead but sleeping.” 40 And they laughed at him. Then he put them all
outside, and took the child’s father and mother and those who were with him,
and went in where the child was. 41 He took her by the hand and said to her,
“Talitha cum,” which means, “Little girl, get up!” 42 And immediately the girl got up and began to
walk about (she was twelve years of age). At this they were overcome with
amazement. 43 He strictly ordered them that no one should
know this, and told them to give her something to eat.
In
the gospel of Mark, Jesus heals people left and right. Everywhere he tries to go, lines of people are
waiting at all hours to get healed, except in his hometown. Jesus heals until he’s exhausted, escapes to
some desolate place, and then people in need of healing track him down. In today’s reading, he’s on his way to do one
healing when a woman sneaks in for a quick drive-by healing. Jesus heals.
Which, in Greek, is the same as saying Jesus saves. Did healing like
that only happen two thousand years ago?
Did it happen at all? Jesus told his disciples to preach the good news,
and heal. We are his disciples. What do we do with that invitation?
In
seminary, I never studied Jesus’ healings as such. I certainly never studied healing in the
church today. My friends in seminary and
I had all experienced various kinds of spiritual healing, but we were not given
a language or framework with which to share it with you. So bear with me as I explore a topic that I
have never preached about before.
If
you say that physical healing through spiritual means is not possible, I
respect that view. That is what we have
been taught in mainline churches, if only by omission. Not possible.
This belief saves us from a lot of snake oil salesmen, and a lot of
people who would take your money to build their egos and their wallets and
their mansions. It saves you from religions
that require their members to use dicey spiritual healing instead of perfectly
effective regular medical treatment. It
also saves you from hard questions about who gets healed and who doesn’t. It is
a way of avoiding the horrible lies that you could have be healed “if you just had
enough faith, were good enough, deserving enough, prayed hard enough…”
I
believe that physical healing through spiritual means is possible. I am aware
of the pitfalls associated with my views, and I do not ask you to participate
in them. But perhaps you might keep an
open mind.
I
was raised in a worldview that said ordinary and non-ordinary reality, the
physical and the spiritual, are separate, and the spiritual is pretty much none
of our business. We can’t measure spiritual things, we can’t predict or control
them, so what’s the use of messing with them? Go to church, live ethically, and hope for the
best.
So
what happened to me? I got
religion. The spiritual realm,
non-ordinary reality, became real to me, and I wanted to understand it better. I decided to explore spiritual healing as a
possibly useful way to experiment with the spiritual realm. This was in the early ‘90’s, pre-internet. I found an ad for “spiritual healing classes”
in a little local newspaper in Minneapolis. I joined two other students to
study under Paula Sunray. As you might
guess, Sunray wasn’t her given name. Paula
was a survivor of breast cancer, a wounded healer. She was passionate in her desire to share
healing of body and spirit. She used
crystals and chakras and the archangels and white light meditations and all kinds
of props. Some of them I found very
helpful, some of them I just found distracting.
Paula also had a lot of practical wisdom about how to care for others. She taught us healer wannabe’s ways to care
for ourselves, so that we could be of service to others. She taught me how to spend a half hour
totally focused on bathing somebody in the love of God, and there are few
things I’d rather do.
Working
under Paula, it did become clear that I should keep my day job. But I got what I came for, a little clearer
sense of how to envision and invoke spiritual power. That turns out to be pretty handy for pastoring
a church, and for following Jesus generally.
I also got a chance to develop some solid guidelines for ethics in the
practice of spiritual healing, which I consider crucial.
I
continue to practice and refine my modest spiritual healing skills. I became a
Reiki master in 2012. That means I am in
theory able to teach others to do Reiki, though I haven’t yet done that. I have
seen a few pretty powerful transformations in my Reiki practice. I can pretty reliably promise people that they
will feel very deep relaxation. The
retreat I took earlier this month in Virginia included a lot of spiritual
healing, both giving it and receiving it.
Let’s
try looking at today’s bible reading as if spiritual healing is a real
possibility. I have some “hypotheses”
about how it works. See what you think.
Our
reading from Mark’s gospel is another one of those story sandwiches, chiastic
narratives to be technical. The top
slice of bread is Jairus, the head of a synagogue, kneeling at Jesus’ feet and
requesting healing for his very sick daughter. The sandwich filling is that drive-by healing.
A woman who has suffered for years from a hemorrhage, and from useless medical
treatments, sneaks power from Jesus’ robe.
But he senses it happening. His
disciples make fun of him for that. He
stops everyone, finds the woman, and lets her know that she hasn’t sneaked
anything he would not have freely given.
And the bottom slice of bread is Jesus refusing to acknowledge that Jairus’
daughter is dead, arriving at her home, and with some drama from the wailing
chorus, he heals her from her near death experience.
The
first thing to notice in all this healing may be so familiar we overlook it. Jesus
never turns down a healing request. He
never tells anyone they are not good enough, or deserving enough, or holy
enough, or have not done the right rituals, or that God never gives you
anything you can’t handle. He never says
their suffering was given by God to punish them or to make them a better person. Jesus frequently says peoples’ suffering is
caused by some kind of evil, and then he rids them of it. He gets angry at anybody who try to stop him
healing. Jesus clearly wants everyone who
asks to be made whole, body and spirit.
And his tenderness, his caring, comes through loud and clear in today’s
stories. Can you picture his strong hands
gently enfolding that little girl’s small limp hand as he says, “Little girl,
get up”?
As
Christians, Jesus reveals God to us. So
a first hypothesis about spiritual healing:
Healing is God’s will for us,
always; we don’t have to earn it or deserve it. You knew that, right? Only at this church you might have heard in
this way: “Creative transformation is
always luring us toward what is good and true and beautiful.” That’s great, but people who actually think
God would cause illness need to hear it more bluntly. Healing is God’s will for us, always; we don’t have to earn it or
deserve it.
Next,
Jesus is always talking about peoples’ faith making them well. Uh oh, we have responsibilities. Jesus tells the drive-by woman that her faith has saved her. He tells
Jairus, don’t be afraid, just have faith.
What is this faith, and how do we get it?
Simple. If you believe you can’t,
you won’t. If you go to the doctor and
submit to the treatment, it might work.
If you never go to the doctor, the treatment that you never get is
guaranteed not to work for you. Openness
to God’s power, willingness to ask for help: that is the faith that makes
healing possible. This requires vulnerability: we admit our brokenness, and we risk
being disappointed. And it requires
willingness to change. Our second
hypothesis about healing: God doesn’t force healing on us; healing can happen when we seek it out and are willing to receive it.
Imagine
yourself at a dinner party with Jesus.
Would you be willing to tell him your particular hurts, and ask for his
help? Or are you fine, fine, everything’s
fine, don’t worry about it? God doesn’t force healing on us; healing can
happen when we seek it out and are willing to receive it.
Faith
is necessary, but not sufficient. Jesus
did not say, “Your faith will heal you every time.” I do suspect there were times when Jesus
couldn’t heal, certainly not completely.
Those stories were not reported. Physical
healing will fail every one of us at some point. But Paula used to tell me that when we
practice healing, some kind of
healing always happens, be it physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, or
relational. Spiritual or relational
healing… those are things churches could do, should do.
As
you may already know, a large part of the drive-by woman’s healing was a
healing of relationship. Her monthly period should have been, for an observant
Jewish woman, an occasional time apart for rest and renewal. Instead we suspect that it had become
unending years of estrangement from God, or her family, or both. The healing of her body was also a healing of
her relationships. It’s all connected.
Healing
relationships…our church is already doing this.
We do it when we declare that sexual minorities are whole and good and
beloved of God. We do it when we visit
people who can’t make it to church because of illness or disability. We heal
relationships when we advocate respectfully for a more just social order. We do it when we treat our shelter guests as
friends.
How
about the church and the healing of our spirits? There are epidemics of spiritual sickness
around us. We call them hatred and
tribalism and scapegoating, violence and despair and loneliness. Has anybody felt the effects of those things
recently? Just like in Jesus’ time. These things are contagious, but our faith,
and our faithfulness can help protect us and heal us from these spiritual sicknesses. From this perspective, who among us needs
healing? Maybe all of us. Do we seek the power of Jesus in our lives to
overcome these things, to give us hope and healing? I do, daily. Can prayer and study and supportive community
help? Can church help? Absolutely!
So
here’s my third hypothesis: Healing is
the work of the church. Spiritual
healing of physical illness may be too “woo-woo” for you, but healing from the
things that warp our souls helps our bodies too. Jesus’ power for healing did not end two
thousand years ago. We can claim it, and
we can share it. The language may seem
odd to you, but we are already doing it here, and it makes a difference.
So
here are those three hypotheses about spiritual healing. Put them to the test.
First,
healing is God’s will for us, always; we
don’t have to earn it or deserve it.
Second,
God doesn’t force healing on us; healing
can happen when we seek it out and are open and willing to receive it.
Third,
healing is the work of the church.
And I am grateful to be able to name that ministry out loud.
May
you experience Jesus’ healing power in your life, through your relationship
with God, and with people who love God, and may you share that healing power. Amen.
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