The Work of Easter


In Orthodox art of the Resurrection, Jesus is shown, shining and whole, but with scarred hands, standing on the broken gates of hell with a black pit beneath him.  Padlocks lay scattered about.  Jesus is leading Adam and Eve out of their tombs into daylight.  Adam and Eve stand for all of flawed humanity, now set free. The witnesses are apparently those saints who were in heaven all along.  They’re not doing anything useful.  Jesus is tenderly grasping the wrists of Adam and Eve to show that it is his power, not theirs, that frees them. So, in Orthodox tradition, that’s what Jesus was doing on Easter morning: breaking open the gates of hell and bringing everyone to heaven!  

I don’t expect you to take this story literally.  Take it to illustrate the meaning and power of Easter.  Christ has gone before us into the pits of hell, and set the captives free.  What binds you?  He can set you free.  What hellish scenario terrifies you?  He has been there, and makes a way out of no way.  Are you powerless to free yourself?  Let him do the heavy lifting.  And every hell is temporary: love and mercy win in the end.  If love and mercy haven’t won, it’s not yet the end.

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Brea Congregational United Church of Christ
Easter Sunday April 21, 2019

Salvation Has Come

            Luke 24:1-12 But on the first day of the week, at early dawn, they came to the tomb, taking the spices that they had prepared.   They found the stone rolled away from the tomb,  3but when they went in, they did not find the body.   While they were perplexed about this, suddenly two men in dazzling clothes stood beside them.  The women were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, “Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here, but has risen.  6 Remember how he told you, while he was still in Galilee,   that the Son of Man must be handed over to sinners, and be crucified, and on the third day rise again.”   Then they remembered his words,  9 and returning from the tomb, they told all this to the eleven and to all the rest.  10 Now it was Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and the other women with them who told this to the apostles.  11  But these words seemed to them an idle tale, and they did not believe them.  12  But Peter got up and ran to the tomb; stooping and looking in, he saw the linen cloths by themselves; then he went home, amazed at what had happened.

            Rom. 8:31-39 What then are we to say about these things? If God is for us, who is against us? 32 He who did not withhold his own Son, but gave him up for all of us, will he not with him also give us everything else?  33  Who will bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies.  34 Who is to condemn? It is Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us.  35 Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?  36 As it is written,  
            “For your sake we are being killed all day long; 
                        we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.” 
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.  38 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers,  39 nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I grew up loving science.  I read my Dad’s Scientific American magazine and listened to him hold forth on scientific topics.  (I come by my preaching honestly.)  On Sundays I went to church and I said the Nicene Creed and I listened to miracle stories, and and wondered what I was supposed to do with all that. When I was about six I prayed for miracles, for a sign, for something.  Nothing happened.  I never told anybody about those prayers. I think I learned early on not to ask too many questions.  About anything else, my questions were eagerly answered.  About the foundations of our faith, we can neither confirm nor deny incidents reported on Sunday morning.  This approach did not help my relationship with God, or my church.  I did trust there was a there there, but I didn’t trust that anybody was being honest about how it actually works.

Strangely enough, it was a Buddhist who invited me to reclaim the religion of my childhood:  Trongyam Chungpa.  In his book “Cutting through Spiritual Materialism,” he noted that Western ‘seekers’ were shopping through the spiritual traditions of the globe, and accumulating piles of spiritual treasures.  These treasures were gathering dust, because the seeker was always off to find her next spiritual ‘fix.’  He claimed that any one of those religious treasures, if put on a pedestal and used, engaged, held in relationship, would satisfy your spiritual hunger.  It would also challenge you, push your buttons, and make you grow, if you stuck with it.  So, Chungpa said, you might as well choose your one object of devotion from the faith of your childhood, since you know that one best, and it will push your buttons right away so you’ll have an opportunity to face your shadow and to grow.

It worked.  Here I am.  And I love serving a progressive church.  I love it that we can be honest here.  You can say what you really believe, and what you don’t, and why.  Though it does make Easter messages a little challenging.  I trust in life after death. I trust in the risen Christ.  You, as a church, have agreed to humor me, because it says resurrection right in our mission statement.  The original mission statement didn’t have the word resurrection.  That word was added later, by congregational vote.  I love Congregational church government!  

So, Christ is risen, I say!  And if you choose, you may reply, “Christ is risen, indeed!”  And if that makes no sense to you, or even pushes your buttons, that’s OK.  I understand not a physical resurrection; rather something harder to prove, and more useful.  I see that Jesus lives by the effects on his followers.  As far as I can tell, he’s kept popping up through the centuries to people with eyes to see, sometimes in luminous personal experiences and sometimes in movements of human charity and justice.  When did we see you. Lord?  I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me.  Clearly Jesus’ followers experienced his rising somehow, in a way that empowered them to establish communities in his name, and to travel the known world to share his message of hope.  And we still experience him here; not in any way science can measure, rather in a vital relationship that transcends time and space.  Christ is risen, indeed.

He didn’t just levitate to heaven.  He went through arrest, a sham trial, rejection by the people who had cheered him on Palm Sunday, shameful torture and death.  That part of the story, unfortunately, is very easy to believe. But why did he die as he did? What does the cross mean?  People have all kinds of explanations.  Some of them really push my buttons.  But one explanation I find intriguing.

This explanation has bare outlines in the bible, in 1 Peter 3:19 and Ephesians 4.  It is the central image of Easter in Eastern Orthodox churches. It is called “Christ the Victor,” or “The Harrowing of Hell.”[1]Orthodox Christians call it, simply, the Resurrection; in Greek, Anastasis.  The story goes like this.  Since the time of Adam and Eve, people had been dying and going to the underworld. Maybe not Hell as we might think of it, but the land of shades.  The Hebrew bible calls it Sheol.  The Greeks called it Hades.  The dead were forlorn shadows of their earthly selves.  The modern version of Hades is seen in Thornton Wilder’s play Our Town.  I hate that play. 

A few people might ascend to heaven now and then: saints and heroes and royalty.  But ordinary people are trapped in the underworld, separated from God.  The gates are locked; people can get in but not out.  Nobody ever gets out.  Jesus’ death, at the hands of the Romans, orchestrated by Jewish leaders, was his way of sneaking into the underworld, under cover.  Bear with me.  I know this is weird.  Dying as an ordinary man, he fools the gatekeeper (Hades or the devil, take your pick).  The gatekeeper has no idea he has admitted the Son of God into the underworld.  That could be dangerous.  Oh yeah.  The Son of God has the power to blast open the gates of hell, breaking them forever, and binding the gatekeeper, powerless.  The captives stream out, all the ordinary men and women who have died since the beginning of humankind.  The is the Easter Procession to Paradise.  

In Orthodox art of the Resurrection,[2](see the picture above) Jesus is shown, shining and whole, but with scarred hands, standing on the broken gates with a black pit beneath him.  Padlocks lay scattered about.  Jesus is leading Adam and Eve out of their tombs into daylight.  Adam and Eve stand for all of flawed humanity, now set free. The witnesses are apparently those saints who were in heaven all along.  They’re not doing anything useful.  Jesus is tenderly grasping the wrists of Adam and Eve to show that it is his power, not theirs, that frees them. So, in Orthodox tradition, that’s what Jesus was doing on Easter morning: breaking open the gates of hell and bringing everyone to heaven!  

I don’t expect you to take this story literally.  Take it to illustrate the meaning and power of Easter.  Christ has gone before us into the pits of hell, and set the captives free.  What binds you?  He can set you free.  What hellish scenario terrifies you?  He has been there, and makes a way out of no way.  Are you powerless to free yourself?  Let him do the heavy lifting.  And every hell is temporary: love and mercy win in the end.  If love and mercy haven’t won, it’s not yet the end.

I love this image of Easter.  Instead of lolling around the garden or floating up to heaven leaving us with an empty tomb, an absence, Jesus is doing his job: saving people!  I know I don’t talk a lot about salvation, but it’s Easter! Saved, freed, healed, rescued, it’s all the same idea.  

This image could imply that Hell has been completely emptied: universal salvation. Maybe that’s why the Western church suppressed it.  Jesus saves, frees, heals, rescues.  And I believe he’s good at his job.  Let’s modernize this Easter image, put him in a yellow firefighter uniform.  Give him jaws of life to crush those gates.  Have you ever met a firefighter who says, “No, I won’t rescue you.  You don’t deserve it. You don’t believe the right things.”  No way!  Firefighters will rescue anybody.  Firefighters even run into burning buildings to save people.  (Facing death.  Like Jesus did.)

All this is metaphor for the reality of a life-giving relationship that my science can’t measure, but that my spirit needs to face the hurts and fears of this world.

So where are you in this picture?  I hope you won’t just stand around like these so-called saints and watch Jesus doing his Easter work.  Put out a hand and help him.  Help him pull some people out of the pit they’re in.  If you need help yourself, to get out of the pit you’re in (and we all do, at one time or another) let him take your hand– or let one of his friends help you. Then offer your other hand to the one beside to you, and we will make a great human chain.  Our little church is a crucial link in that human chain, because other Christians have been discarding doubters, sexual minorities, the planet… from their salvation, but we know better.  Your participation here makes a difference!  We are all part of the Easter procession, part of God’s unstoppable love and power and hope that Jesus has shown us.  So…

Be freed of the bondage of fear.  Take courage: borrow his courage.

Be freed of guilt.  Make your amends, but then give to Christ the burden of perfection you cannot carry.

Be freed of resentment and bitterness.  Enjoy the healing power of forgiveness.

Be freed of bigotry, whether you dish it out or are on the receiving end.  In Christ is neither black nor white, rich nor poor, gay nor straight, binary nor nonbinary, alien nor citizen. All are children of one God.

Be freed of the illusion of inadequacy, so you can take your place in the great human chain of salvation, and take up the good work that only you can do.

Be freed of loneliness.  His love knits the whole universe together.  How did you ever imagine that you were alone?

We are human, and we will keep falling into the pits of our own limitations and the ones we dig for each other.  But the secret is out: the gates are no longer locked; and love wins in the end. Christ is risen!  Christ is risen indeed!  


[1]The classic modern understanding of the “Christ the Victor” story of the cross is in a slim book by Gustaf AulĂ©n, Christus Victor. This book also examines the two other popular Western views of the cross, Substitutionary Atonement and Moral Influence.  The Christ the Victor story was the most common understanding of Jesus’ death and resurrection from the earliest days of church art through the first twelve centuries in the West, until it was marginalized by the idea of Substitutionary Atonement.  It is still the core of the Easter story in Orthodox Christianity.  

[2]  Resurrecting Easter: How the West Lost and the East Kept the Original Easter Vision by John Dominic Crossan and Sarah Crossan (2018) uncovers the history of this Anastasis image.  The short book is travelogue, detective story, art history, and theology. 

Cultivating Courage

A story from an eyewitness... (An imagined eyewitness, based on Luke 8:3, 24:10, Mark 14:3-9.)
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Brea Congregational United Church of Christ
April 14, 2019

Cultivating Courage

Luke 19:36-48As he rode along, people kept spreading their cloaks on the road.  37  As he was now approaching the path down from the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to praise God joyfully with a loud voice for all the deeds of power that they had seen,  38 saying,  
            “Blessed is the king 
                        who comes in the name of the Lord! 
            Peace in heaven, 
                        and glory in the highest heaven!” 
            39Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to him, “Teacher, order your disciples to stop.”  40He answered, “I tell you, if these were silent, the stones would shout out.” 
            41  As he came near and saw the city, he wept over it,  42saying, “If you, even you, had only recognized on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes.  43Indeed, the days will come upon you, when your enemies will set up ramparts around you and surround you, and hem you in on every side.  44They will crush you to the ground, you and your children within you, and they will not leave within you one stone upon another; because you did not recognize the time of your visitation from God.” 
            45    Then he entered the temple and began to drive out those who were selling things there;  46and he said, “It is written,  
            ‘My house shall be a house of prayer’; 
                        but you have made it a den of robbers.” 
            47  Every day he was teaching in the temple. The chief priests, the scribes, and the leaders of the people kept looking for a way to kill him; 48but they did not find anything they could do, for all the people were spellbound by what they heard.

I am Joanna.  My claim to fame is that I was the wife of Chuza, high official in court of Herod Antipas, ruler of Galilee under Rome.  What matters more to me is that I am a follower of Jesus, the anointed one of God.  Jesus healed me.  That peasant from Nazareth gave my life a purpose.  He also turned my life upside down.  Everything I had valued before: my place in society, wealth, approval, no longer mattered.  After I met Jesus, I began to lead a double life.  I moved in the halls of power when I had to.  Power over: a legal system that put people into debt then took their homes from them and made them slaves. But when I could, I escaped Herod’s palace, supposedly to mind my family’s plantation.  Actually I traveled around Galilee with Jesus and his friends.  I also helped pay the bills for Jesus and his friends.  

I was there, that last week of Jesus’ life. “The triumphal entry into Jerusalem,” you call it now. It really wasn’t much of an event at the start.  The Jerusalem road wascrowded, because it was a few days before Passover.  Everybody who’s anybody goes to Jerusalem for Passover.  It’s a religious command, but in the circles I traveled in, it was all about seeing and being seen.  Herod’s whole court had paraded through the gates that morning, and I went with them.  Later, I snuck back out to join the other disciples, waiting for Jesus to arrive.  We wantedit to be impressive, but there were only a couple dozen of us.  And then he came, riding on a donkey. Matthew started quoting Zechariah (9:9). 
Daughter of Zion, rejoice with all your heart;
shout in triumph, daughter of Jerusalem! 
See, your king is coming to you, his cause won, his victory gained, 
humble and mounted on a donkey.
By riding that donkey Jesus was announcing his claim to be the King, without saying a word. He couldn’t say a word!  Jerusalem was already occupied by the Romans; if he’d claimed to be King out loud, he would have been arrested on the spot.  But we knew. So of course we cheered, and we threw down our cloaks for him to walk on, and my cloak was pretty fancy too, and we started singing Psalm 118.  Everybody who bothers to come to Jerusalem knows Psalm 118, it’s the “best of” for psalms:
            This is the gate of the LORD; 
                        the righteous shall enter through it.
         I thank you that you have answered me 
                        and have become my salvation. 
            The stone that the builders rejected 
                        has become the chief cornerstone. 
            This is the LORD’S doing; 
                        it is marvelous in our eyes. 
            This is the day that the LORD has made; 
                        let us rejoice and be glad in it. 
            Hoshana! Save us, we beseech you, O LORD! 
                        O LORD, we beseech you, give us success!
            Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the LORD. 
                        We bless you from the house of the LORD. 
            The LORD is God, 
                        and God has given us light. 
            Join the festal procession with branches, 
                        up to the holy altar.
            You are my God, and I will give thanks to you; 
            O give thanks to the LORD, for God is good, 
                        God’s steadfast love endures forever.
And what do you know, everyone around us started singing too.  Then people started noticing Jesus.  And then it became a real parade!

So when Jesus sat down on steps below the temple and started teaching, it wasn’t just his regular disciples he was talking to. Random people walking by sat down to listen, until there was a huge crowd. There was something different about his teaching that day.  He was talking about repentance with an urgency I’d never heard before.  Then as the sun was setting, he stood up and marched into the temple courtyard.  We all stood up and followed.  Then Jesus proceeded to pronounce that all the merchants there were robbers!  Well they were robbers, but we thought they were, you know, holy or something so it was OK that they overcharged so badly.  With that crowd behind him cheering him on, those ripoff artists wisely decided to close up shop for the day.  In fact, they got a little help shutting down from the crowd. Closed on Passover.  Really cut into their profits, I’m sure.  More than that, it cut into their legitimacy.

At that point some man I’d never met pulled me aside.  “You’re with Herod, aren’t you?” he said.  “And you associate with this rabble-rouser? Well you’d better tell him he is making some powerful enemies.  The temple officials will never let this kind of stunt pass.  They’ll make an example of him.” My gut twisted. Make an example.  I knew what that meant.  Romans made an example of rebels and bandits by hanging them naked on crosses. I wanted to warn Jesus.  But by that time he had left for the night; he was staying with friends in Bethany a few miles out of town.  And I had to return to the palace and entertain the rich and famous, with my heart full of fear.  

The next day the crowd gathered again to hear Jesus.  I asked James and John what he was up to.  They were no use, they just grinned and teased each other about who was going to be Prime Minister when Jesus was King of Israel.  Judas was talking about who to assassinate first: scary man!  

It wasn’t till the next day that I got Jesus alone for a minute.  “This claim to be King,” I whispered to him, “it’ll never work.” 
            “I know,” he said.  
            “They’ll hang you,” I said.  
            “I know,” he said.  
            My jaw dropped.  “Why are you doing this, ten?” 
            “To give people a choice,” he answered calmly.  “They already know the kind of power that takes, and controls, and dictates, and conquers.  They think God is like that!  I’m showing them a different kind of power, power that gives, and invites, and transforms, and heals.  My Abba’s true power.”
            “OK but… you have to die to do that?”
            He smiled at me.  “It’s possible the people will demand that I be freed.  But not likely.  Trust me: my death will not be the end.  My death will unmask the Powers that  deal death instead of life.  People will be free to know God in a new way, free of empire’s control in their souls if not their bodies, free to make a new community of love, a Kingdom where the last are first.”
            “But what about you?” I protested.  “We need you here.  We need you teaching and healing.”
            He smiled again.  “Joanna, you’ve been my student for over a year.  You can be the teacher now.  And you are already building the Kingdom of God by freeing your family’s slaves.”
            I shook my head.  “How will I have the courage to do those things if you’re not around?”
            He touched my cheek, and said, “I will be with you always. You’ll see.” And then he turned back to the crowd.

I ran all the way back to my room in the palace and I hid and I wept.  I wept for the rest of the afternoon.  Then I got an idea.  I put on my best clothes and made a purchase, from that same overpriced temple courtyard.  One jar of nard oil please, the very best (it cost a bundle), suitable for the anointing of priests and prophets… and kings.  I would be missed from the nightly court festivities, people would talk, but I didn’t care.  I was a woman on a mission.  

I dashed out the city gates, down the road to Bethany.  It was colder than it should have been.  By the time I arrived it was full dark.  It took a few tries before I knocked on the right door.  Why was Jesus even visiting Simon the leper anyway?  He never could turn down a dinner invitation.  The twelve were all there, and my friends Mary and Susanna too.  Dinner was in full swing, but I stopped it dead in its tracks.  Wordlessly I approached him.  He stood to greet me, and I raised my last-minute purchase.  “Oil of anointing” I said quietly to him, “For the King who gives us the true power of God.  For the coming of the Kingdom of God where the last shall be first, and none shall be afraid.” and then I poured the whole jar over his head.  Finally I fell to his feet, and I couldn’t help crying again.  

And that’s how I made a spectacle of myself, in front of all my friends, who still didn’t understand what was going to happen.  On the lonely road back to Jerusalem, I made a promise to myself and to God.  If Jesus could do what he was doing, I could do what he asked of me, whether I was afraid or not.  And I did it.  I freed every slave my family owned, and I caught hell for it.  It was worth it.  And I have been teaching the sayings that he taught to us, in a little community of his followers that lifts up the last and the lost.  And his Spirit is with us.  
            This is the day that the LORD has made; 
                        let us rejoice and be glad in it. 
            The LORD is God, 
                        and God has given us light. 
            You are my God, and I will give thanks to you; 
            O give thanks to the LORD, for God is good, 
                        God’s steadfast love endures forever.
Take courage, my friends.  God is with us, always, inviting us into love and life and hope.

Grief with God


If you had stayed
 tightfisted in the sky
and watched us thrash
with all the patience of a pipe smoker,
I would pray
 like a golden bullet aimed at your heart.
But the story says
 you cried
and so heavy was the tear
 you fell with it to earth
here like a baritone in a bar
 it is never time to go home.
So you move among us
twisting every straight line into Picasso,
stealing kisses from pinched lips,
holding our hand in the dark.
So now when I pray
I sit and turn my mind
 like a television knob
till you are there
 with your large, open hands
spreading my life before me
like a Sunday tablecloth
and pulling up a chair for yourself
for by now
 the secret is out.
You are home.
(John Shea, "The God Who Fell from the Sky")
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Brea Congregational United Church of Christ
April 7, 2019

Cultivating Our Values

Luke 6:39-49  He also told them a parable: “Can a blind person guide a blind person? Will not both fall into a pit?  40  A disciple is not above the teacher, but everyone who is fully qualified will be like the teacher.  41  Why do you see the speck in your neighbor’s eye, but do not notice the log in your own eye? 42  Or how can you say to your neighbor, ‘Friend, let me take out the speck in your eye,’ when you yourself do not see the log in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your neighbor’s eye. 
            43  “No good tree bears bad fruit, nor again does a bad tree bear good fruit;  44  for each tree is known by its own fruit. Figs are not gathered from thorns, nor are grapes picked from a bramble bush.  45  The good person out of the good treasure of the heart produces good, and the evil person out of evil treasure produces evil; for it is out of the abundance of the heart that the mouth speaks. 
            46  “Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do what I tell you?  47  I will show you what someone is like who comes to me, hears my words, and acts on them. 48  That one is like a man building a house, who dug deeply and laid the foundation on rock; when a flood arose, the river burst against that house but could not shake it, because it had been well built.  49  But the one who hears and does not act is like a man who built a house on the ground without a foundation. When the river burst against it, immediately it fell, and great was the ruin of that house.”


For a lot of years I wasn’t much of a gardener. My garden looked rather sad.  I love gardens, but I mostly ignored mine, because it wasn’t much fun.  I took my failures to heart.  I felt guilty.  I wouldn’t have said so at the time, but I felt I’d failed at gardening.  And it was a vicious cycle. I would buy plants and ignore them, and they would die.  You have to show up to garden.  But when I took on the challenge of planting a native garden, something shifted.  I’m not sure how or why.  I stopped beating myself up over my failures.  And I started to enjoy paying attention to my garden. I even got up early so I could have an extra hour in the morning to work in the garden!  Gardens like attention.  

I can’t force any plant to grow.  But I can check up on it, and notice if it’s having trouble, and get advice on how to help it, and then if it still dies, maybe learn something from the experience.  And keep showing up.  Plants do still die in my garden. But I noticed them.  I did what I knew how.  I’ve let go of guilt.  I show up for my garden now, and I get a lot of joy from it.  It’s a God thing.

I’d like to say I do the same for my relationships with people.  It’s a work in progress.  Somebody remarked that my work in politics must really be a God thing.  Hosting a downballot party for my friends and neighbors was a God thing– very empowering and very fun.  But much of my political work gets me frustrated and feeling powerless and trying not to despair and trying to hang onto my values… when politics can bring out the worst in me.  It invites me to be sure I’m right, and blame other people, and panic, or get bitter and hopeless.  Ugh!  Then I have to use my spiritual tools to let that stuff go and put my Christian values in the driver’s seat.  Over and over again.  I have to use all my spiritual tools just to to face politics. So I guess it is a God thing; I have to invite God into my politics or it’s a train wreck.  When I succeed I often find myself grieving over the brokenness of it all, before I can find hope again.  Grieving can be a God thing too.     

Our reading today is about faithfulness: how we show up for God, and for ourselves.  It is part of the teachings of the Kingdom of God that Matthew and Luke share from a common source.  Someone apparently memorized a “best of” collection of Jesus’ sayings[1]and shared them, we don’t know who.  These shared teachings are known by biblical scholars as “Q” (from Quelle, the German word for source.) We usually read today’s sayings in Matthew’s ordering. Luke’s ordering them gives them a little different flavor. 

First, Jesus warns us of being led astray (the blind leading the blind into a ditch), and being hypocrites (take the log out of your own eye!)  We Christians have lofty principles.  We have such lofty principles, they’re impossible to live out without frequent failure. It’s easy to see others’ failures, and usually it’s hard to admit our own.  And the tighter we hold to our lofty principles, the more likely we are to break them trying to enforce them on everybody else!  Christians are bound to be led astray or be hypocrites a good part of the time. 

Next, Jesus shows us how to tell if we are being led astray or being hypocrites.  Not by our intentions, but by what we do.  Good trees bear good fruit, evil trees bear bad fruit.  I hope you know better than to think that some people are good and some people are evil.  I love this quote by Solzhenitsyn: 
If only it were all so simple! If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and destroy them. But the line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being. And who is willing to destroy a piece of his own heart?
Darn.  We want to be seen for our good intentions.  And we want to get it right every time.  And we will fail.  

Then if we despair of the whole project of following Jesus, he reminds us to go back to basics: build your life on a rock, on something bigger and stronger and more enduring than us.  We don’t have to explain it.  Just hang onto it.  Let’s trust God, and keep trying to be faithful to Jesus’ teachings, so we have something to hang onto when the storm comes.  And occasionally even produce good fruit.  Notice that Jesus didn’t say we’d be exempt from storms if we built on the rock.  He said that we would survive the storm.

Now we have enough metaphors for six sermons. Jesus started it.  Also a recipe for faithful living in the real world, with all our good intentions and plenty of bad fruit in the mix. 

Let us remind ourselves of Jesus’ core teaching. Love God, and love our neighbor as ourselves.  So simple, but it isn’t easy.  Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and do not do what I tell you?”  This is not a scold.  This is a plea for us to choose the way that leads to life, and love and healing, and transformation.  It is a simple choice, but it isn’t easy.  It’s hard to love.  Open your heart and you are vulnerable.  You get hurt. Pay attention and you see all the brokenness, the parts of our families and our society that are in need, and those parts that are less than loving, and it hurts. 

If it’s up to us to fix our broken bodies, our broken relationships, this broken planet, we’re doomed.  But we are held up by a love so vast that it binds us despite our brokenness. It is only possible to love in the middle of brokenness when we open ourselves to a power greater than ourselves.  We don’t have all the answers.  We don’t have to.  We are asked to show up.  Be humble. Learn.  Try.  Fail.  We will fail.  Forgive, and be forgiven.  Reach out. Fail.  Forgive some more.  Forgive ourselves, forgive others.  And can I just point out that forgiving is not the same as condoning? Forgiving addresses the past.  Condoning, or not, addresses the present and the future.

There are seasons when we can just let our garden grow, and enjoy it.  Good fruit happens, we don’t really know how but we’re happy to take the credit.  Savor its sweetness.  But don’t take it for granted. 

But then comes bad fruit. The things that go wrong, the things that are ugly and mean.  When things go wrong, when things get ugly and mean, we can brush over it, turn a blind eye.  This is handy.  We can witness the tragedies of seven billion people on our nightly news; we have to ignore some of it.  But if we are showing up for ourselves and God, some of that brokenness is ours to face. I thank those of you who are facing the brokenness of our environment.  Of hunger and homelessness.  And then there is the personal stuff.  Broken bodies, broken relationships, broken souls.  It isn’t easy to face our brokenness.

When things go wrong, when things get ugly and mean, we can become fearful. What do you do when you get scared?  Some people go into lockdown mode.  Find enemies.  Gather weapons.  We would never do that, right?  Only, in my own way I do.  I shut down, exclude the people and situations I can’t face.  We live in a society filled with fear.  It comes out as addiction, as hatred and intolerance, and as smaller and smaller lives.  We have good reasons to fear.  And fear prevents us from being faithful, from showing up for our neighbor, for ourselves and for God.  

When things go wrong, when things get ugly and mean, we often judge.  Assign blame.  Diagnose and label.  Justify ourselves, or beat ourselves up.  Nurture resentments and judgments.  Demand my solution, because I know what’s right for you.  Here, let me get that speck out of your eye!  This kind of judging is human nature; it’s unavoidable. And it can destroy our relationships. But we don’t have to stay in judgment. Beyond judgment and blame and resentment is… well, often grief, at witnessing our brokenness, our disappointed expectations.  

Oh it’s hard to show up for the grief, the healing grief, the work of love in a broken world.  But when we do, we are not alone, as John Shea reminds us in this poem, "The God Who Fell from the Sky."
If you had stayed
 tightfisted in the sky
and watched us thrash
with all the patience of a pipe smoker,
I would pray
 like a golden bullet aimed at your heart.
But the story says
 you cried
and so heavy was the tear
 you fell with it to earth
here like a baritone in a bar
 it is never time to go home.
So you move among us
twisting every straight line into Picasso,
stealing kisses from pinched lips,
holding our hand in the dark.
So now when I pray
I sit and turn my mind
 like a television knob
till you are there
 with your large, open hands
spreading my life before me
like a Sunday tablecloth
and pulling up a chair for yourself
for by now
 the secret is out.
You are home.
In the midst of our brokenness, God moves among us, giving us the power to open our hearts.  So we can show up for ourselves and one another, and God, who was waiting for us all along.  Amen.


[1]  “Q” might have been an oral or written collection of Jesus’ teachings.  While it is usually believed to be written, I have been convinced by a classical scholar that it was more likely oral.